civilservant Posted August 26, 2008 Share Posted August 26, 2008 I'm writing this to stop me sending this to her, so I think it's better that I post it where other people can read it: You, Once again you're shown your true colours, and I'm left wanting so much more. I should never have reconnected with you because I wasn't ready, I still need to be all that I can be and you're still eager to take everything and use it yourself. I know your dad is unwell, and that makes me sad for you, but I refuse to be the person you lean on again when both you and I know I want so much more. It dosen't make me a lesser person for wanting to be a big part of your life, buts its important that I know that you can't do that, and that's ok. I still think about the time we spent together frequently, and can't help but wonder if it really was just for you. You make promises all the time, and it hurts that you seem to break them with as much frequency as you make them. I didn't ask for much, just for some consideration, and it hurts that you couldn't even give me that. I've grown so much as a person in the last 3 months, and I really am not bitter in the slighest. All that I wamt to tell you is the truth and this is my truth. I don't want you to say you'll come out for a drink, because I don't want to see you. You were my world, I was your mushroom, that's the truth. Goodbye. Me Link to comment
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