evergrace Posted August 20, 2008 Share Posted August 20, 2008 Back at New Year, I split up with my girlfriend because she had really pissed me off. That night, she was fingered by a guy I really hate. Next, she kissed another guy I hate and I really fear that they were close to having sex. Next, she was invited to a friends house, where he took advantage of her, getting her to toss him off and he fingered her. Next, she slept with another guy and I just try to make it out to myself she was raped. Next up, she got drunk and stoned with some more of her 'friends' tossed them BOTH off and nearly had sex with one of them. Since then, I have tried to forgive her and I only have on the surface. We got back together in April and during the time we were apart, the furthest I went with anybody was feeling her boobs. Ever since I have been bitter and I don't think I can honestly forgive her. I love her very much, we live together with her dad and two brothers and we are engaged. Her brothers are very annoying but if I left here I wouldn't have anywhere to live. I know it sounds harsh, but its true. I have also met somebody who I really like and we have a lot in common, whereas me and my fiance don't have a lot in common. Another major thing is she may also be pregnant and I wouldn't want to be a weekend dad. I love her, but I can't stand the fact that she did all this when we were apart. It hurts so much and I can't stand this all anymore. I've promised I'd nevre cheat or leave her but this is the hardest situation I have ever been in. When we were broke up we were still having sex even when I was with another girl. I find it hard to resist her but I just can't deal with this anymore. Please, somebody help me. This tears me apart day in day out. She is so paranoid about me that no matter what I do she allways thinks I'll leave her and hates it when I go out with friends. What do I do? ](*,) Link to comment
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