Shattered21 Posted August 20, 2008 Share Posted August 20, 2008 Today it felt like fall.... And the cool crisp air just brought back a flood of memories that I completely forgot about. I was hit with remembering the polo match we went to, apple picking, the horse race we went to with his mom, the walks in the park, his cousins soccer game and just the overall picture of me in my little fall coat that he loved while he wrapped his arms around me to keep me warm from the cool air. I was doing great yesterday, saw all our flaws and all his flaws and how selfish and moody he was. Woke up fine, but when that cool air hit me I just remember last september and how it was our last month together before both our jobs started and things would change and it just took over. Now all i want is to get september over with. I am sick of being reminded of him and sick of thinking how I am going into this month alone and that he is not even the slightest bit apart of my life... Link to comment
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