KG Posted August 20, 2008 Share Posted August 20, 2008 Monday morning I awoke VERY early, for no reson at all. Had been feeling doubts about many things...raising my son correctly, finances, maintenance on the house....have I grieved enough for my wife. Acting on that last issue, I began pulling out our photo albums, hoping to invoke some tears. What I got instead was a look at a wonferful life together, friends around us, smiling/laughing at the parties we attended, some candids that I'd forgotten about. I believe she had helped guide me through this stage of doubt...she wanted me to reflect on what we had accomplished, to give me a boost. The only sad part was a photo of her, candid, radiating her beauty and warmth, that I had forgotten was in there. So I let the tears come...and it wasn't traumatic at al...it was honest sadness for the love of my life. It's funny, how a little nudge in the right direction can get you back on track. I went back to bed feeling so much more secure. Just wanted to share...to those of you who may need some inspiration at some point....it comes! Link to comment
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