kishimoto Posted August 16, 2008 Share Posted August 16, 2008 this is a crappy rant. would appreciate any follow ranting from anybody else doing NC. i have posted my stories. finally came to the decision to go full NC. i realised today how much i need to. i missed called him yesterday because he had asked me to tell him when i found out about a certain gig (friend stuff). when he didnt get back to me within the hour a freaked out. thats not something FRIENDS do. so its clear i cant be his friend ....YET. its hard. i was doing so well. thought i was in controll but i wasnt. i miss him and it hurts. my friend just cancelled on me so i feel even crapper. nothing to do today now but hate myself and miss him. ARRRRRRRRRRRhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm so up and down. rant, rant, rant. how is everybody else feeling today? p.s my phone is on silent and is now my worst enemy sitting in the corner of my room mocking me. i hate my phone today . grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Link to comment
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