Takotsubo Posted August 12, 2008 Share Posted August 12, 2008 I can't believe how pathetic I was. I had to excuse myself from a meeting because I was starting to lose it. Nobody said anything to trigger it, I was suddenly just swept up in emotions. Nobody saw me and I waited until I was outside, but then I started sobbing like a child. Background: She cheated on me. I found out from the doctor (Ugh) and I lost 9.9 years of a relationship because of it. Next month would have been our 10 year and marriage. She was too controlling, and although she stood by me, she betrayed me in the ultimate act of selfishness. I don't know why in the world this happened at the most inopportune time, but I have been NC for the past 5 days. Not very long, but it will def. extend indefinitely because I love myself too much. Why does this have to strike at the worst time? Anybody ever have this happen to them? Maybe I waited too long to just let it out, but to be honest, I didn't feel like crying until today. Sorry, just had to vent. I know that I go through some drastic mood swings these days. I also know that there is nowhere to go but up. Link to comment
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