Sigil Lust Posted August 8, 2008 Share Posted August 8, 2008 It sucks because I'm really attracted to shy girls and stuff but I'm shy myself. I tried hitting on this one girl a few months ago but she ran away before I could ask for her number.. and she was such a cute nerd I probably wouldn't have of done it anyway though. But yea.. I keep trying to get over my fear and talk to these girls but I never can. I'm not really that shy once you get to know me, I'm kinda happy going and stuff, but I'm also extremely stupid & goofy if I don't moderate my happiness so I cannot afford to be too happy. It's the same with my sadness as well, I've been suicidal I'd say since third grade but I control that. I have a different personality with different people, with some I'm the "cool quiet guy" with others I'm the "monkey of the group" yeah Ive been called that ha ha. but anyways these different personalities contradict when I'm with different people but if I don't keep them I'll be alone. I'm not really sure what my true self is because i hide a lot of things from everyone. so.. any advice? Link to comment
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