Belgian girl Posted August 8, 2008 Share Posted August 8, 2008 I have to finance myself, have paid hire of my studentroom as well about during half a year (while I have the right to receive money from parents that covers at least the costs from study, living, and minimum I need for food). Last few months I received money for hire (b/c I explained this rule in the law and that I planned to go to pro deo advocaad''. My health issues last year were : - 2/3th a year been sleeping 16-20 hours/24 hours - too high heart rate during summer (not tested after that period but wasn't able to do sport however, neither wasn't awake a lot); in rest 165 BPM en low effort like 4km/hour at a running machine it was over 215 BPM (during longer period (the weeks I still used my fitness card) and even after being busy longer than half an hour). - alopecia areata for about two years now (total hairloss due to heavy stress) - depression - fear disorder - swollen gland at my neck - most symptoms of chronical tiredness syndrome During the months I was only awake about 5 hours a day I spent almost all my money from what I had on banque (b/c not able to work and still had to pay hire and all other things). So the things I usually pay contain: - clothing, shoes, underwear, storaging material, bedsheets etc., towels etc., sportcard and fitness card if I plan to do that, subscription money for study, study material, food and drinks, eventually presents if it's someone's birthday, medication, hospital visits, doctor visits, visits psychiologist, cleaning products, body products,.. I have the right at about two or three times higher amount of money. I still find it hard to decide if I should go after it or not. If it didn't frustrate me very much the fact that I have the idea my time gots taken away by getting (unanounced) visits, trips what doesn't say anything to me, answers that aren't corrected or very retarded when I already don't need them anymore,.. then it would bother me less to fill my money for this part myself. But now it feels that also indirectly by those things I get disadvantages almost whole the time. If I go out working I earn about 7,5 - 8 euros/hour. I still don't functionate optimal and my study is quite a high/difficult direction (university and lots of physics (also subjects like languages so have to be good at both). It just feels for me often there is too less support or even an idea about what I have to carry and also that people are giving me disadvantages (by crossing my path when I can't use it). Anyone who feels like having the same or other opinions ? Link to comment
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