winter whiteout Posted August 4, 2008 Share Posted August 4, 2008 I posted here back in February on how I had not had sex for 3 years and I was going crazy. Here it is 6 months later and still no man, no sex. I have figured out my testosterone levels are very high (that is what gives a woman high libido) and I am at the point of wanting to grab the first attractive man that shows me any interest. Of course I really don't want to do that but my body is screaming so loud at me and won't shut up. If I don't masterbate I go crazy. If I do masterbate the urge comes back stronger a little while later. I long for a man's touch so bad. I see an attractive man and my whole body shakes from being so horny. I mostly see them at work but they are all married and of course I would never crush on any of them. I just wish my body would leave me alone. I have tried stupid online dating sites and they have not worked. I am looking for a mature man who has a decent job and will except me with my RSD condition. But the sex thing is driving me crazy and I can't concentrate on anything anymore. I am not into one or two night stands but if I am waiting for a special man to come along it might be another 3 years. Thank you all for listening. I needed to let this out. Link to comment
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