AntiLove_SuperStar Posted August 3, 2008 Share Posted August 3, 2008 (I like ENA. Nice Guy vs Alpha Male?? How often in my Platinum Membership have I read that one?) That wasn't what I came to write, that was an aside. I feel like I've made such progress. To quote Nick Hornby, or roughly, "Then, unhappiness really MEANT something, now it's just a drag, like having a cold or no money". To be like this by 20 is either a great shame or a great triumph. "You'll grow out of it", they say. You want to hit them. But they are right. I find life pretty amusing as a whole. Which is an enormous contrast to where I was not so long ago..what..two or three years ago? I was reading through many of my old/early postings on here the other day, and mostly I was laughing. I don't find severe depression amusing, certainly not. But the sheer energy I gave so obviously temporary life situations/problems is laughable, my self absorption is just mindblowing. Thank goodness I didn't kill myself, I needed much time to improve. To ripen, like a banana. It's a good thing I'm giggling, or I'd nearly die of embarressment. Link to comment
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