amure Posted August 1, 2008 Share Posted August 1, 2008 at the start of 2008 i began to spin into a suisidal state of mind. i was feverish with depression and desperate for a way out. i felt ugly, used, torn, betrayed and hated. everyone ive ever trusted has betrayed me in some way, and made excuses to justify there actions as harmless means to make themselfs happy. nothing thats ever made me happy has ever lasted more then a week unless its had a big downside... i feel like the cruel hand of fate always points in my direction (i know, i know, over dramatic, but it gets the point accross) i wont make it long, i know it can be offputting sometimes. thanks for listening. Link to comment
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