Karen33 Posted July 31, 2008 Share Posted July 31, 2008 Seven days NC and doing ok. But I miss him. why on earth do I miss being treated badly? Why am I not over the moon to be rid of him? And I know that I can never speak to him again and I know this is what I want. but I just want to feel better. I looked forward to seeing him even though when I was with him I just wanted away from him. And now I feel like I'll never look forward to anything again. And its driving me nuts that suddenly at 41 years of age having treated women like dirt all his life that suddenly he'll meet the love of his life and completely change. That seems so unfair. And still its driving me nuts that he treated me so badly but he'll treat the next woman like a princess. Link to comment
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