Poisonous Posted July 30, 2008 Share Posted July 30, 2008 Afternoon all... I posted a while back about my soon to be 28 year old b/f breaking up with me, I just turned 20. Well, we had a good relationship, it was deep, meaningful, sexual, loving... We had our problems of course. He ended up breaking up with me to let me live life, to grow up. He said he couldn't help me grow up and I do understand that. There is a lot I haven't been through that he has, things I'm sure I'll learn best on my own, but here's my problem... He still tells me he loves me, he has called me drunk saying he just wishes I was 25 and ready?... He has slipped that he hopes perhaps we get back together in a few years and are together forever. At the same time, he wants me to just life, grow, experience...date. It is so hard to do some of these things knowing he actually wants to be together because of course I do to. We talk often, still say we love each other. I've done well with all this, actually really have grown up in the past six months of this happening. Going back to school for a degree in nutrition (currently have my Cosmetology license), moving in with some friends, 2 jobs, the works of growing up... I'm handling it all well and doing it for me, but at the same time can't deny a little for him. I just want to live and love and be happy... I don't want to wonder or wait. I love him so much and understand I'm immature to a relationship, but he was my first true love and real relationship. What should I do? For me and for him, perhaps for us in the future?... What choice? Hah... ](*,) Link to comment
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