Marus Posted July 29, 2008 Share Posted July 29, 2008 It's nearly been a month of NC. This means absolutly no speaking to the other party, though I have checked the livejournal once or twice as I'm sure she's read some of mine. Beyond that I've been trying to go out and about, meet new friends and occupy myself. The problem is that as soon as I come back home to an empty room, no friends online and a blank space for what to do in the evening; I become worrisome again. I just got back from a road-trip to see a friend that was very much fun and was going to go with my brother to his place up north. In the downtime I'm not so much thinking of my ex, but reading anything by her, about her just keeping on with her life makes my chest twinge, which it shouldn't. Even after being in NC and occupying myself that twinge is still there. I'm going to keep up the NC for even more time, but it seems like I'm not forgetting or getting over the girl as I would like, even with going out often and making adventures. Any suggestions? Link to comment
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