giggle3474 Posted July 26, 2008 Share Posted July 26, 2008 We've been broken up for 3 weeks and 3 days now. We went away for the weekend last weekend and It makes me ill to think about how happy I was at this time last weekend. I thought he was coming around. I thought he was giving consideration to how good we are together. Go away with me, have sex with me but no one told him he had to act like he was my boyfriend. No one said he had to put his hand on my knee at dinner and his arm around me and hold my hand and rub my belly when i wasn't feeling well and play with my hair and call me his girl. I made the mistake of trying to go out last night and my friend I was with kept telling me to talk to guys. The thought of that made me sick and I ended up falling apart in the middle of the bar and running out in tears. I called HIM when I got home and we talked. He was calmer but still getting frustrated with me 'not listening'. He tells me he just wants some time to himself but can't tell me how long or what that means for our future. Im doing NC soley to give him time and space but because thats what I think will get him back. I feel disgusting about this. I don't want to not be his girlfriend. I want us to be together. I took down our photos today. . . Im beside myslef with pain and rejection. And all I want to do it get him back. Link to comment
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