lostnva Posted July 26, 2008 Share Posted July 26, 2008 I saw his brother last night, why I was out with girlfriends downtown. He said what the hell is going on? I said i dont know your brother is sick and needs help. Im glad he saw me out...I know he called him and told him! But I feel bad today...I miss him so much! I want him home. I want to hug him and kiss him...I MISS HIM SOOOOOO MUCH IT HURTS!!! He was my evrything! :sad: Link to comment
bellanicola003 Posted July 26, 2008 Share Posted July 26, 2008 I love your quote at the bottom of your message. That is the only way your pain can be taken away and/or lessened. I'm not familiar with your story and why you broke up, but I wish you the best. Keep your eyes up to the sky! Link to comment
elizmdavis Posted July 26, 2008 Share Posted July 26, 2008 Love your dogs, BTW!! I have a boxer too. Likewise, I do not know your story. But it sounds like you are still very hurt. You let your emotions talk...your hurt-self said that sarcastic remark...at the same time it had truth behind it because he may have done something sick (like I said, I do not know your situatuion for sure). Emotions and rational thinking cancel eachother out...they do not work well together. Since you are more calm today, you are able to think more clearly. Do not worry about what you said. There may be some part of you that is trying to be your best right now, hoping he will see that and take you back - then you may think if you say anything negative toward him he will be driven further away (I was like this after a harsh break up). My advice is, ignore him and his brother. Next time you are out on the town and you see either of them, look the other way. Enjoy the night out with the people that do care about you. You are healing...you do not need drama. Link to comment
lostnva Posted July 26, 2008 Author Share Posted July 26, 2008 Love your dogs, BTW!! I have a boxer too. Thank you ...they are all have at the moment...and they bring me so much joy! Is your boxer nuts?....Mine is a freaking basket case....lol! Pit bulls get a bad rap....hes an angel compared to Maggie (boxer)! Link to comment
jammer180 Posted July 26, 2008 Share Posted July 26, 2008 don't feel bad for what you said! Try not to regret things that are done already. You said it out of hurt, and I'm sure if his brother tells him what you said, he will know that it was said out of hurt or anger, I'm sure he won't just peg you as a horrible person for saying that. I hope things work out for you, I don't know your story, but it sounds like you really love him. Link to comment
lostnva Posted July 26, 2008 Author Share Posted July 26, 2008 don't feel bad for what you said! Try not to regret things that are done already. You said it out of hurt, and I'm sure if his brother tells him what you said, he will know that it was said out of hurt or anger, I'm sure he won't just peg you as a horrible person for saying that. I hope things work out for you, I don't know your story, but it sounds like you really love him. Yall are more than welcome to read under "I wish i could die" in the getting back together...its long....but I am really hurting today...and when I said he is sick and needs help...I ment it....he is an alcoholic and addicted to pot along with severe depression from losing his only remaining family on hs moms side in the last year...mom passed tan grandmother 6 months later...so he really does need help! We were engaged and have lived/been together for 4 years ....and out of the blue a month ago he left...said he needed time was confused and depressed. Now he has completley shut me out...and is not getting the help he needs to deal with his diseases! Its killing me literally....I have lost 17lbs....I am 5'9...and now weigh 119lbs. I have spent everyday for 4 years with him....and hes gone just like that! Thanks guys....I really need to hear some encouraging thoughts! Link to comment
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