Cenobyte Posted July 21, 2008 Share Posted July 21, 2008 Hey everyone. Not sure why I'm posting this to be honest. maybe some part of me hopes that there is one little chance.. but somehow I think that is emotion rather than logic. I've posted on this forum before, and in this section about suicide. It seems like the whole of my life is just one wrong turn after another, whether circumstances, or my own wrong decisions, hardly one thing has gone right for me. This is probably a bit melodramatic, but it's the truth. And through very single one of these wrong turns I've tried to keep going, constant new foster families, my adoptive families going wrong, finally finding somewhere I thought I waas safe and having both my parents die of cancer on me. Circumstances. Dropping out of school when I was 16, completely screwing up my last year of college, and now dropping out of university. I have completely screwed up my own life, and now I have no-one to turn to. Through a combination of bad decision and circumstance, it's all just gone down the drain. Or maybe just all my own idiocy. Whichever the cause, the result is the same. And, well, this friday I'm going to be made homeless. I have no money, and no-one to turn to, no family or friends to help, nothing but myself. And I know I can't survive on the street.. My way of thinking is, I would prefer to die while I still have a roof over my head. It's the only option I have left... I honestly can't think of what else I'm going to do. I have no other options left open to me, die on the street or die where I am. Link to comment
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