Twistedwhispers Posted July 18, 2008 Share Posted July 18, 2008 okay, so im feeling abit better about things tonight, been crying on and off today but for some reason im feeling better. been starting to realise that its not all my fault like ive been feeling and that he has been just as bad as me, if not worse. ive stopped contacting him now, i feel stupid for doing it in the first place, he must have loved the thought of me chasing him! i miss him still dont get me wrong, but im just liking the fact that i feel like my normal self right now and im trying not to think about things too much as i know it will make my mood worse. the thing i hate most is waking up in the morning and the reality hitting me that hes not in my life anymore and im not laying next to him in our bed. Im sure it will get easier in time. Thanks for everyone whos replied to me, im sure i will be writing in here tomorrow, i know my emotions will be all over the place for awhile. x Link to comment
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