dapegster Posted July 18, 2008 Share Posted July 18, 2008 I don't even know where to begin. My life has been a total mess for quite some time now. I think it started when my father passed away two years ago. I have been fighting depression ever since - I haven't been able to hold down a job, have been in and out of destructive relationships, and think that I have developed a pretty hefty addiction to sex. Over the course of the last three months it has gotten much worse. I have a six year old son whom I raise by myself with no support whatsoever from the sperm donor. I have been putting myself at risk sexually, and recently took about 8 Vicodin and 10 promethezine. I was trying to kill myself, but for some reason, I only landed in a virtual coma for a full day. I am not feeling okay about myself, and I am wondering if I shouldn't see about some inpatient care for myself. I don't know what I would do with my son, or how I would be able to support myself - but I really feel lost, scared and in a huge dark pit. Link to comment
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