prettyhate Posted July 17, 2008 Share Posted July 17, 2008 BUT i saw him last night.... i did not cry i got a bit panicky but i stood my ground his mututal friends said i looked great and hot i saw them prior to him arriving kept its busines like just abit of general chit chat.. i walked past a bit he would ahave seen me but now i feel immature like i should have said hello but then i was like well * * * * u you broke up with me.. i surprised myself at how ok i was. I saw him last night he never caught my eye until I got into a cab and he looked away quickly… Its kinda sad in a way his body language was not great he looked cold and never asw him smile He avoided me Id idnt approach him I had a friend stay over I didn’t cry I was strong his friend said I looked good he arrived with a different mate… I hope it cut him into pieces. I am sad now I had no sleep and just feel rotten was he deliberately ignoring me or guilt and afraid but surely he shouldn’t feel that he broke up with me Anyway I dunno at the party if I should speak to him and be civil which is tomorrow? i feel like i am so immature and childish that we cant just acknowledge each other Its so stupid do we carry on like ghosts to each other L I don’t want to talk to anyone about it really I was fine I held my own I got a bit panicky and shakey then I was filled with disgust.. I dunno…the lead singer of the band tuned me this guy i was looking forawrd to reconnecting with didn’t show up and another guy who was down was kinda weird and I was awkward (a mutual friend) gave me a hug and I wanted to cry but didn’t Link to comment
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