seeking_truth86 Posted July 12, 2008 Share Posted July 12, 2008 I haven't posted here since 2005, and I wished I never had to post here with my real emotions. However I have been brought down to this point again because I feel terrible. It’s basically the same thing that has happened before - rejection. I cannot even believe how often I get rejected; it has deeply got into my emotions. Thinking back since 2005, I cannot figure out how many times I have been rejected, I have no idea what it is about me that women do not find attractive about me. I really hate having a crush for someone; I have never been with someone who I had a crush on for. Last night did the trick, I finally gathered the ‘balls’ to ask this girl out who I really liked, but she rejected me. What I do not understand is why women need to TEASE men; it is the worst thing they do to us. I hate these false hopes, it has happened far too much. The last woman I really liked was from work. We really got along well, she always wanted my attention, very flirty (even physically), and wanted for me to walk her to her car when our work shift was over. I figured she must like me if she is going to these lengths, turns out – NOT TRUE. She even told me I was like a brother to me, when I heard that, it was crushing. Being told that you are like someone’s brother and you really like her, is so damaging. I wish women did not tease me, the rejection just sucks. I would rather have a woman never speak to me, socialize with me, or interact with me for over five minutes if they had no desire to go out with me. Especially if they already have a boyfriend, and never mention they have one until you ask them out! From personal experience, lots of women cannot control their constant need of male attention. They love to feel special all the time, no matter whose heart they play with. The worst are the girls who flake, make me want to blow up. I have had three girls in my life time who have accepted my offer to go out with them, but completely flake out. Not answering their phones or calling me back, and never speaking to me again. I think a rejection off the bat at an early start is worse than a flake anytime. If you have got this far of my writing, I thank you for your willingness to listen. The only explanation to this is that I am not appealing /attractive. I have a good life, nice house to my self, nice car (2006 Mustang GT) and I just want someone to spoil, however it is not happening. I am only 22 years old and I have accomplished much with my life and I will become more successful, however it has nothing to show for since I do not have a significant other. Any support would be greatly appreciated, I feel so terrible and such a loser that I want to scream to the heavens of why I am still so unfortunate. Link to comment
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