just realised this party im going to see him at is on our anniversary date argh

[prettyhate]

the 19th next sat i am going to my housemates party and 90% sure the ex will be there but i will be fabulous

but its just how do you stop obsessing about dates

he dumped me on mothers day like very specific days

(selfish f***)

anyway i bet he wont remember it or think about it

i knwo it doesnt matter and i shouldnt care but when do dates and numbers fade from your head

i am practising being STRONG beacuse he could rock up with a girl