Lyrisae Posted July 10, 2008 Share Posted July 10, 2008 To start things off, I want to make it known that I think porn and masturbating are two very normal, healthy things to do. In fact, I do so myself, with my trusty B.O.B. And I've never minded before the fact that my boyfriend very actively looks at things on the Internet and masturbates to them. (I can't really call what he looks at "porn" however. He likes to watch girls shake it in Youtube videos. He has a huge folder full of butt-jiggling. He's an ass man, what can I say). For the record, we've also been going out for roughly five months now. It's a fairly new relationship, but so far I'm absolutely loving things. Except for one thing - lately I've noticed that he looks at porn every single night. Sometimes twice in one day. Or maybe even three times a day. And the clincher? Last night he and I had really amazing, passionate sex. It was honestly the most connected I've ever felt to a man before. It was wonderful. But...I fell asleep before he did. And this morning, when I got on the computer, I saw that after I zonked out he had gotten online and masturbated to more of his Youtube videos. I'll be honest; it kind of hurts my feelings. I don't mind the occasional, or even frequent porn use, but right after we make mindblowing love to one another? He told me after our lovemaking last night that he felt it was incredibly wonderful and passionate as well. But now I'm wondering if just me, will ever be enough to satisfy him. I'd like at least one night where we have sex, and he doesn't want something more. It worries me for the future, long-term - will he be able to settle down with just one woman, and be happy with making love to her and her only in the years to come? I don't know, maybe I'm making too much out of things. It just really shocked me to see he had felt the need to masturbate last night, after our incredible round of sex. I just want to feel like I'm satisfying him, you know? It makes me feel sub-par somehow. Link to comment
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