Ms.Lady Posted July 9, 2008 Share Posted July 9, 2008 I'm very down on my luck lately and I'm quite irritated. I've been single for a long time & it's getting depressing. Not only that but I don't remember the last time a man has shown interest in me, which makes me feel ugly & undesirable. Yeah I have a social life & I have friends but I really wish I could share it with a guy. It's so boring working,school & I come home to an empty apartment. No one special to call or go on dates with. Everyday is a boring bland routine. All of my friends have these exciting lives, some getting married,some have children on the way. A lot are dating and happy. I've tried internet dating and I post pictures but I hardly get responses on myspace or whatever. I try to respond to some guys I like, I never get responses back & it makes me feel ugly. Then the guys that do show interest in me, I don't find attractive at all. Yeah sure they're nice to talk to as a friend but if I'm not physically attracted to them, there's no point in trying a relationship.It's really irritating to me. I know I sounded super shallow at the point but I hate when people tell me that I'm wrong for not giving them a chance because I don't find them attractive?? What? I have no problem hanging out with them and talking to them, but if I don't feel the chemistry what's the use. I'm not the type to look for a man with muscles and this great handsome face, no that's not me. I just wish I could find somebody that I like and I'm compatible with.. It's so hard... It's irritating to get calls from my friends talking about what they're doing with their boyfriends or girlfriends. I get tired of being the third wheels on dates and being invited just because they feel sorry for me. How about last weekend, me and a whole group of friends went bowling. Everyone brought a date except me. So it was just a very odd and depressing night for me so see everyone hugged up on somebody and yet here I am again alone... It seems like I'll be single forever... Link to comment
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