Gingerstar Posted July 9, 2008 Share Posted July 9, 2008 Is anyone else like this? I've always had a horrible self-image. I don't think I'm ugly but I just am so disgusted by my imperfections. I don't want to get naked in front of my husband, make love with the lights on or change in front of him. I won't wear a swimsuit or walk around in my underwear. He always wants to take showers together but I refuse. I feel horrible about depriving him He is understanding but it frustrates him. we make love only in dim lighting. The things I hate about my body are my flabbyness. I'm not fat but not toned at all. I have cellulite, strecth marks from when I gained/lost weight, (I know all of this will get even worse after I have a baby) and I'm kinda hairy (mexican). I feel gross even though he constantly is all over me telling me how beautiful I am. How can I get past this? Link to comment
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