sing me to sleep Posted July 5, 2008 Share Posted July 5, 2008 It's 5am and I'm awake, staring at my PC and drinking vodka. As tempting as suicide seems, I can't bring myself to do it. It's worrying that my main reason for being alive is because I'm too lazy to kill myself. It seems there's no one of a similar mentality to me, so I feel very trapped by my emotions. Even if someone could understand, I probably wouldn't talk to them. It would be too difficult to organise my thoughts into something coherent. On Wednesday I'm going to start antidepressants. Anything will do, as long as it's not Fluoxetine. Didn't work for me, for some reason. I don't know how I got so tired of life. There's nowhere positive to go from here. Link to comment
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