Dagless Posted July 4, 2008 Share Posted July 4, 2008 It's been 6 months since she died. 6 months since the hospital called me and I rush up to the hospital to be by her side, I was too late. I regret that. There are a lot of things I wish I had done differently but you can't go back. That hurts. I don't even know what to write here because I don't really know how I feel about it. I no longer cry myself to sleep; I no longer get horrible images that kept me awake at night. Which is good. I still dream about her from time to time but they are mostly confusing. As for where I am now, well sometimes I feel really down and lonely and I think it's the loneliness which I find the worst. Am I ready to move on, start seeing someone maybe? It's a question I ask myself and I really don't know. It's not something I want to rush into but it's not something I want to put off either. I remember when I first started thinking about it I felt very selfish and guilty at even contemplating it. Anyway I'm in no rush. Link to comment
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