ellbelle90 Posted July 3, 2008 Share Posted July 3, 2008 Well, my boyfriend left yesterday and I won't be seeing him for a whole month and we've never been away from each other for that long. Yesterday was really hard on me, I cried like four times (I know, it's so stupid) and in the evening we had a whole long phone conversation about it. I know it's dumb, but I guess I secretly fear he'll meet someone else, even though that's just dumb. He has very limited phone access, so I know I won't be able to talk to him very often throughout this month. I try to keep distracted by going out with friends, but I always come home and get nostalgic. I don't want to sound too needy to him, so sometimes I tell him I'm okay when I'm not. It really hurts bad! I want to tell him how much I miss him, but I feel like if I do that, I'll sound too needy, and I feel like I did that last night a little too much. One of the the things he told me last night was, "There are lots of girls here in Vegas, yeah, but they're just another person to me." I want to believe him but it's so hard! He's never given me a reason not to trust him, I guess, but I guess you could say I don't fully trust him yet, seeing as I have all these doubts, right? I just don't know. It was our anniversary today, so I sent him an e-card, but again, he has limited access to a computer, so I don't know when he'll get it. Was that overboard? Ah. I don't want to seem so desperate, what can I do? I'm really not enjoying myself. Have you all every been in a similar situation? Link to comment
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