ellbelle90 Posted July 3, 2008 Share Posted July 3, 2008 Well, my boyfriend left yesterday and I won't be seeing him for a whole month and we've never been away from each other for that long. Yesterday was really hard on me, I cried like four times (I know, it's so stupid) and in the evening we had a whole long phone conversation about it. I know it's dumb, but I guess I secretly fear he'll meet someone else, even though that's just dumb. He has very limited phone access, so I know I won't be able to talk to him very often throughout this month. I try to keep distracted by going out with friends, but I always come home and get nostalgic. I don't want to sound too needy to him, so sometimes I tell him I'm okay when I'm not. It really hurts bad! I want to tell him how much I miss him, but I feel like if I do that, I'll sound too needy, and I feel like I did that last night a little too much. One of the the things he told me last night was, "There are lots of girls here in Vegas, yeah, but they're just another person to me." I want to believe him but it's so hard! He's never given me a reason not to trust him, I guess, but I guess you could say I don't fully trust him yet, seeing as I have all these doubts, right? I just don't know. It was our anniversary today, so I sent him an e-card, but again, he has limited access to a computer, so I don't know when he'll get it. Was that overboard? Ah. I don't want to seem so desperate, what can I do? I'm really not enjoying myself. Have you all every been in a similar situation? Link to comment
barbielovesmac Posted July 3, 2008 Share Posted July 3, 2008 Why will he be gone for a month? How long have you two been together? Link to comment
Taking The Lead Posted July 3, 2008 Share Posted July 3, 2008 If he truly, truly loves you he will come back. I think the hardest thing you'll have is "letting go" in the sense that you should trust him. If for whatever reason he betrays that trust and... comes back a different or changed person, maybe he's not the guy you fell in love with and maybe it's time to end that relationship for the best. Wish you luck, I really do. Link to comment
ellbelle90 Posted July 3, 2008 Author Share Posted July 3, 2008 He's gone for a month because he's on a family vacation with his folks and siblings. We've been together for only two months but our courtship has been six months long. Link to comment
ghost69 Posted July 7, 2008 Share Posted July 7, 2008 6 month courtship? how old are you guys? Link to comment
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