betrayedgirl Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 Hi .. I have posted before on ENA about my last job, being micromanaged, accused of stuff I didn't do, nitpicking on me after 12 years on job as I have always done the same way until they decided they didnt like how I did my job, and many other issues.. made me unhappy, felt like I couldn't work independently anymore, having to check in with her all the time (was never like that before) drove me away to quit, but yes I did find a new job so I quit. I had been with the company longer than her. I sometimes have a feeling this was plotted against me because when I gave my notice, she told me she knew i was looking for a job and I wonder how she knew because I never mentioned a word to her, never looked for jobs on line, did not open my home emails at work regarding jobs, etc etc. So I asked her how she knew/suspected, she said of the way we hadn't been getting along... hmmmm I had kept t his portion of life very private But anyway, I have no regrets leaving this job as i am at much more peace now ... but in order to do this, i had to take a big paycut from 19.39 an hour to 13.00 an hour. (OUCH!!!!!) I am not complaining, but I am starting to feel the pinch, stressed about not having enough money left after paying bills and mortgage, which is why I am selling my condo. Right now I have 35 dollars in the hole until July 11th and it sucks. I can't even pay my condo dues, etc.... I am just so angry at my last supervisor about all this how she had ruined my life, etc... resenting her, etc... like she ruined my life (this wasn't the only thing she ruined, but she also violated my personal private life at work/home and that was 3 years ago and I won't go into it...) I don't know how to let this go,... I can't seem to forgive her.. (heck, she doesn't deserve it) but I do know that I am much happier at my new job, I can work independently, the enivornment is much more laid back and I love that. I don't experience anymore anxiety and all that feelings I was experiencing at my last job .. people do comment that I do look much better now, look happier and my doctors told me that I do look alot better now than the last couple years at work ... wonder if I looked that bad????? What just really pizzes me off about is money money!!! UGH .. Just venting.. thanks for listening!!!! Any wisdoms, words, kind words, etc would be appreciated.. i feel like I am alone in this situation but I am pretty sure I am not, and that there are people out there in similar situation as I am .. I'm sure i will bounce back financially soon after I sell my condo...... P.S. I just found out a few more people were let go (slow at work ) and I'm glad i left in time .. BG Link to comment
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