CrashTestDummy Posted July 1, 2008 Share Posted July 1, 2008 I think that if you're a pot smoker, you may be able to understand my problem a bit better and if it means something... So anyways, here's my story. The other day I hung out with a friend that I hadn't hung out with for a while since I've had beef with her. We made up a few days before but there's still a bit of uneasy tension between us. We decided to smoke some pot, and the pot we smoked was strange. I'm an experienced pot smoker, and I'm fully aware of the effects it can have on you, such as anxiety attacks and paranoia. Anyways... The strange pot we smoked made me react in a huge panic attack, I was worried about the stupidest things. I ended up being silent most of the time and it made my friend worry. I decided to leave afterwords... During the anxiety attack I had many thoughts rushing through my head. I had continuous thoughts of that I didn't belong with my friend, that I shouldn't be hanging out with her since I had beef with her earlier. It didn't feel right, and I started panicking at her mere presense. Then I started thinking about the girl I have a crush on and everything started heading downwards from there. To make things easier, let's make the girl I liked named Grace, and the girl I'm hanging out with named Rebecca Anyways, I started panicking, thinking what if Grace saw me on the streets with Rebecca, what would she think. And what would my friends think if they saw me with Rebecca? I've had my fair share of gossip with them about her, and I know it was bad, but it was mostly out of anger and ranting. I was stoned out of my mind that day, and the next thing I remember was that I was at a sandwhich place stuffing my face with a sandwhich and Rebecca was sitting there. I had my iPod stuck into my ears without knowing when and I felt rudely impolite and decided to leave from there. I said that I had to go and went for a bike ride afterwards. During my bike ride I think I may have seen Grace, although I was so stoned it may have been someone else, I can't remember... Now I've never had weed this bad before, I was paranoid as all hell and at points I felt like I wanted to die because I felt so cruddy. So what am I supposed to make of all this? Should I stay away from Rebecca? Or what? Link to comment
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