Russ Posted June 27, 2008 Share Posted June 27, 2008 Alright, I'll try to keep this short. I broke up with the ex a month ago, because I simply had enough of the emotional abuse she was putting me through. I broke up with her twice prior to, and that was the third and final time. I held my ground this time. In my methodology, to completely get over a girl, I have to arrange a few dates in order to first, get back into the swing of things, and then to experience the fun part of being single and having range once again. So yesterday, I was on another date [i dont count, but enough to say that I should be way over the ex]. The girl was great in every way, smart, pretty, and someone you can laugh and enjoy your time with. But once again, I found myself thinking about my ex. A few times, I just drifted off while she was talking when a moment that reminded me of our time [ex and I] together caught me. And each time it gets harder for me to put my phone back down after I reach over to send her a text, or call her, or somehow show her that I'm still thinking about her. Oh, and I recently figured out that everything I'm doing, I'm still doing to somehow spite her. The countless hours I spend in the gym are for the next time I see her, to show her how badly she messed up. [i know that she's nuts about me physically] My companies, my work, and my entire business venture is done in order to show her how badly she messed up. [she's by no means a gold digger, and we argued about paying any sort of bill each time, her wanting to do it, and myself as well] And yet again, any 20 dates I go on, can't compare to an hour of time spent with her. NC is flippin' hard. Link to comment
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