deang Posted June 27, 2008 Share Posted June 27, 2008 Having a rough night tonight for some reason...it's been almost 4 weeks since I saw her and a few days since the last terrible email exchange. Other than that I haven't contacted her since the weekend she dumped me. I've tried to convince myself we could get back together with the spark we had and how we just seemed to click but it seems like I was just a rebound for 2 and half wonderful and intense months. It was an illusion and if she was never really that into me then what is there for her to go back to? I still love her but the more I think about it the harder it would be to rekindle a spark that wasn't really there in the first place. It seemed so freaking real. Even though I will be more confident and be in great shape in a couple of months I still think that what I thought was chemistry was just desperation for love on her part. Even though I was a rebound is there still the attraction to build on? I'm feeling weak right now...part of me wants reassurance that I can make the spark happen again but right now I keep thinking that it's hopeless and while it may be time to get over her completely it feels like the wound is reopening some and I am having a bad evening. Link to comment
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