JCR84 Posted June 25, 2008 Share Posted June 25, 2008 I dont know how much more of this I can tolerate. Im tired of feeling like this. Why is my love for this person still here? Why is my heart so stupid? Im getting frustrated with all this. The missing, longing, the need to hear her voice. Its getting to the point where Im just getting aggravated when I think back on the thought of "us". Tired of losing sleep because I started to dream about her again. UGH! I wish I could just forget about the vice clamped onto my heart. This hole in my soul. What am I to do? Where is my Perfect Imperfection? How cold she just give up all of our past? 10 years of friendship. Lost. And I lost myself in the process. I just cant breath without her. Sorry everyone. Kinda had to vent a little. Didnt say everything I wanted to say but oh well. Who cares right? Not the "greatest guy" who wears a heavy crown. No. I dont care very much at all. I wish for something, someone to make this sadness go away. Come back another day. Far, far away. This place is terrible..... Link to comment
keenan Posted June 25, 2008 Share Posted June 25, 2008 Im getting frustrated with all this. Its getting to the point where Im just getting aggravated when I think back on the thought of "us". Tired of losing sleep because I started to dream about her again. As weird as it sounds, you might be beginning the healing process. Getting sick and tired of feeling sick and tired is often the beginning of something better. Your mind, heart, and body can only stand so much unhappiness. Link to comment
CallingAllAngels Posted June 25, 2008 Share Posted June 25, 2008 I just wanted to say I'm sorry JCR. I've been kinda following your threads. You have certainly had your share of pain and suffereing since your break up. I wish you could find some peace. Godspeed... ~Allie Link to comment
amya Posted June 25, 2008 Share Posted June 25, 2008 I know the feeling all too well, tiring isn't it. And some days you think to yourself "oh im feeling ok right now", come tomorrow morning you're sobbing like a baby, well i am anyway. Will this ever end! Well, it's gotta really hasn't it, else bloody hell the future ent looking too good. But it will do without you realizing and before you know it someone else will have broken your heart. WAHAY! Link to comment
JCR84 Posted June 27, 2008 Author Share Posted June 27, 2008 I just cant seem to get off this forsaken rollercoaster. Im swaying back and forth emotionally. All these ups and downs are just getting old. I feel saturated by all this. The thing that gets me, is why did the dreams suddenly come back? And if thats not bad enough my stress levels are starting to spike, and along with that my back is killing me. ugh. stupid heart. Tired that she keeps invading my thoughts. Just tired of it all. If I could only breath again. Thanks everyone for putting up with my crap. Link to comment
CallingAllAngels Posted June 27, 2008 Share Posted June 27, 2008 I just cant seem to get off this forsaken rollercoaster. Im swaying back and forth emotionally. All these ups and downs are just getting old. I feel saturated by all this. The thing that gets me, is why did the dreams suddenly come back? And if thats not bad enough my stress levels are starting to spike, and along with that my back is killing me. ugh. stupid heart. Tired that she keeps invading my thoughts. Just tired of it all. If I could only breath again. Thanks everyone for putting up with my crap. JCR - That's what we're here for. And remember - we're NOT going anywhere, so keep on posting. ~Allie Link to comment
JCR84 Posted June 28, 2008 Author Share Posted June 28, 2008 JCR - That's what we're here for. And remember - we're NOT going anywhere, so keep on posting. ~Allie thanx Allie. Id give u a wink and rose to go with it. but eh...my jedi mindtricks dont seem to work over the net. Link to comment
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