SchecterGuy Posted June 23, 2008 Share Posted June 23, 2008 It is kind of weird but deep in me I am scared to get over my breakup. Kind of like the old saying if it wasn't for bad luck there would be no luck at all. I don't see myself getting happy even if I get over this. I just see myself as becoming an emotional void to escape. And even though the breakup was 60/40 me, there is a strong sense of rejection with moving on. During the relationship I was always the stronger one and she was always more dependent on me and I had more of an impact on her life then probably any person in her life up to now. This leaves me very confused. I get a false sense of security that since I was always the stronger one if I can't get over it means she can't. It makes me worry about how replacable I am in the future. I know it is a bad way to think, but I can't help to feel additional rejection. Link to comment
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