S agapo Posted June 21, 2008 Share Posted June 21, 2008 The more I look the more I want my ex back The less I look, the more I want him back Why is this? I don't feel I am me anymore, and I am not focusing on me, just him. I really wish I knew what was going on with him. Anything, just to give me some closure, and help my mind focus on my life. I feel so trapped in a person I don't want to be anymore and didn't expect to be. I am so unhappy and I am keeping inside to keep it together, but I have this constant hurting which I feel I will never recover. Its been over a year since we broke up and nothing has changed. (I haven't heard from him or seen him and he hasn't shown any interest in me since) I should be feeling better, but I feel I am getting worse. I feel so empty yet so full of bitterness. I really want to start dating again, but I feel there is no one. My confidence is lower then lower. I keep picking out what went wrong, and trying to figure out the reasons. He has totally forgotton about me, and I still cannot believe we broke up still. Why? My only closure is just wanting to know if he is with someone, or for me to meet someone who messures up to him and what I look for in partner. I don't think I am going to find that and its draining me guys. I just want to be happy Link to comment
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