Thoughts.....

[heynowwww]

It is odd but recently I will have thought about suicide daily. They just sort of creep into my mind. I can envision myself doing it. I know for a fact I would never actually do such a thing. Is this just because I am going through hard times? Anyone else have any thoughts on this?

[BrokenTinMan]

Yeah, I think about it all the time. But I know that I'm too chicken to go through with it.

 

When I think of all the bills I need to pay, I get discouraged. What happens when you suddenly die and you left no will? The money in your bank account goes to the state? What about my monthly bills? cellphone/ car insurance, who sees to it that it gets cancelled? These are questions I ask myself when I think of suicide too.

 

But like I said, I will be too chicken and too anal to actually do it. The thought is a little comforting sometimes though. Like, if you just can't take the pain anymore, there is always THAT to resort too. Granted, its the easy way out. But a way out none the less.

 

Don't kill yourself by the way. Just... tell somebody you know you've been having those thoughts. Hope you fee better.

[_Tiki_]

Do you have OCD? I have thoughts like that, but I would never do and I think I have suicide OCD because I fear death so much.

[Mr. Mysterious]

I think about it quite a bit.

Maybe it's this world we live in?

I dunno...sometimes it feels kinda like I want to cry but I can't.

I think when you loose connections with your emotions like that, it's almost worse than when you let your emotions take control of you.

But yes, others think the same way you do.