I'm depressed, I'm lonely, I feel like crap

[Georgie Grrl]

I'm depressed, I'm lonely, I feel like crap. It's largely due to PMS- I know it is. I have to have surgery this week. It's somewhat minor, I guess, but I'm kinda scared. I've never had anything done before.

 

My best friend lives out of state, so she won't be here. If she had the time off of work, she'd fly out, but she doesn't. My best male friend (whom I've slept with and occasionally have blurred feelings for) moved out of state so he won't be here. I know I'm not really in love with him, but oh God, I'm in love with the idea of being in love and I'm so sick of being alone.

 

I know I'm being a big baby, but I really don't want to go through this operation by myself. I want somebody here who loves me and who'll take care of me. I have no family, so these two are the only ones I'd want here with me.

 

I'm just so emotionally exhausted and sick and tired of doing every freaking thing by myself. And today I'm lonely...

[Wonderland]

Georgie, I know how you feel, if its any help at all.

 

I'm sorry you're scared about your surgery, but you're going to be taken care of and okay.

 

You'll be just fine honey.

[Georgie Grrl]

It is a big help, thank you.

[schueysgirl]

Sometimes, when we sit and dwell on things, especially when one thing is getting us down, we let other things get to us and build up. It sounds like at the minute you have a few things not quite right in your life, so try to turn things round and think positive...what IS good in your life? And what is good about you? Dont dismiss it and think, nothing....have a good think...you may as well try and think about positive things rather than sit there and dwell on the negative things...right?

 

And try not to worry about the surgery..you will be looked after and taken care of...and you can always rely on yourself too

 

Take care -x-