communicating with music?

[i_must_be_blind]

hey all,

 

just want to say thanks to everyone out there who has given me advice in the past month or so. it's too bad i didn't find this site months ago!! i'm almost back to my normal self again and i don't think i'd be this far along if it weren't for some of these postings. thank you all.

 

 

oh yea...

 

 

my ex has been changing her songs alot lately on myspace. i know, i know, it's myspace and it's lame but i moved away from her to go to school for music and she knows that is a powerful way to communicate. i recently went 10 days of NC and she calls me. this was after i saw her for the first time in five months and after we hooked up one afternoon all the while her boyfriend thinks she's going "shopping". hmm.....

 

anyway, we've been back on good graces for the last five or six weeks but we haven't really spoken that much other than the day we met up for lunch (and desert ) and i'm keeping on with this no contact business. i feel so much better not waiting for a reply to an email or text or whatever.

 

i haven't been her myspace buddy for awhile until a couple days after i talked to her.

 

she changed the song twice within the first few days:

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michelle featherstone-i said

All these stars around

Let them shine on down

Shine all over you

The future isn’t planned

Now I understand

What you are going through

 

But, how not to feel?

I am here to hold you

 

And I said that I would

Protect you from the dark again

And I meant

I promised to catch you if you fall again

And I’ll save you always

 

So let the rain come down

And fall about the ground

And feel them all around

Whatever you will be

It’s more then you can see

Waiting for you now

 

So, how not to feel?

I am here to hold you

 

And I said that I would

Protect you from the dark again

And I meant

I promised to catch you if you fall again

And I’ll save you always

 

And if your blue skies turn into gray

You can’t get out of bed

Today I’ll tell you

Tell and

Tell again

 

And I said that I would

Protect you from the dark again

And I meant

I promised to catch you if you fall again

And I’ll save you always

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lifehouse-from where you are

So far away from where you are

These miles have torn us worlds apart

And I miss you

Yeah, I miss you

 

So far away from where you are

Standing underneath the stars

And I wish you were here

 

I miss the years that were erased

I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face

I miss all the little things

I never thought that they'd mean everything to me

Yeah, I miss you

And I wish you were here

 

I feel the beating of your heart

I see the shadows of your face

Just know that wherever you are

Yeah, I miss you

And I wish you were here

 

I miss the years that were erased

I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face

I miss all the little things

I never thought that they'd mean everything to me

Yeah, I miss you

And I wish you were here

 

So far away from where you are

These miles have torn us worlds apart

And I miss you

Yeah, I miss you

And I wish you were here

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it's just a song...right?

[watupgangsta]

hey im a music man for sure but... just a song man.