bar35 Posted December 25, 2007 Share Posted December 25, 2007 I had an attack of the holiday blues last night and logged onto the ex's myspace page after a long, long time of just avoiding it. Naturally it did me no good because she was "in a relationship" with some guy who I am thoroughly convinced is deeply in love with her and she with him, whereas, a year later, I am solo. i can't tell if i am depressed, anxious, just ridden with thoughts or where I am but its not a fun place. I dunno, this is just some listless babble and i needed to get it out. Damn. Link to comment
cabman Posted December 25, 2007 Share Posted December 25, 2007 I had an attack of the holiday blues last night and logged onto the ex's myspace page after a long, long time of just avoiding it. Naturally it did me no good because she was "in a relationship" with some guy who I am thoroughly convinced is deeply in love with her and she with him, whereas, a year later, I am solo. i can't tell if i am depressed, anxious, just ridden with thoughts or where I am but its not a fun place. I dunno, this is just some listless babble and i needed to get it out. Damn. A lot of us feel this way. Last night I stumbled upon my "sent" emails in Outlook. I found all the ones I sent my ex along with histories during our 1st and 2nd year. Of course I read them. Man....that was incredibly difficult. I brokedown. Then I called her. I got nothing from the call except more heartache. Holidays are hard. I spent the last 5 with someone I loved and still love. Take care and Merry Christmas. We will all get through it. Link to comment
cristal Posted December 25, 2007 Share Posted December 25, 2007 Everything about our lives is magnified 10 fold - especially today. Today seems to be the day when the yardstick for measuring our lives becomes our weapon of choice. From what you stated in your previous posts, you seemed pretty much over her. So it is just the holidays talking. Link to comment
Pinkbunny Posted December 25, 2007 Share Posted December 25, 2007 Hey! Im having an attack of the holiday blues also. About myspace: I had to delete my ex from my page b/c it hurt too bad to see his page. I dont know whether or not you want to do that. Whenever I look at his page its as if I'm going backwards instead of forward. I know its tempting to go on the ex's page but trust me don't do it! I did it multiple times and now I'm doing time for it. Going on ex's pages just slows the breakup healing process. Ps. #3 Take appropriate action even if it is non-action Link to comment
annie24 Posted December 25, 2007 Share Posted December 25, 2007 sorry about your ex's myspace page - stay away! i just assume that my exes are dating pantyhose models and the sex is amazing, and then i try to move on. sigh. it's not a race - just because she got a relationship first doesn't mean you won't have a good one either. now be good to yourself today, have fun, go get yourself a treat tomorrow at the after-christmas sales. you'll meet the right woman in time. take care! Link to comment
bar35 Posted December 25, 2007 Author Share Posted December 25, 2007 thanks for all of your replies. I needed it today, I really did. started feeling better after a cup of coffee and some breakfast. I'll be back rockin' it soon. Merry Christmas folks. Link to comment
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