Merry Xmas! Yeah Right

[bach]

:sad:

 

Here i am at my mums place (where i live now) feeling miserable. I just want to ring and say Merry Xmas to the ex, although I know this will just make me feel worse.

I got a call this morning from a private number and for some stupid reason i assumed it was her. Of course it was just my dad wishing me a merry christmas, she definitely wont contact me.

My mum just told me if she loved me (which she did), she will be feeling miserable too. That doesnt make me feel any better.

 

Is it too early to start drinking at 11am?

 

 

Merry Christmas to all the rest of my fellow heart broken ENA friends!

Hang in there!

[bostoneric]

I know how you feel.... I got weak and sent a gift which I regret, I tried to get it intercepted because she doesnt deserve a gift from me for what she's done.

 

her msg because I didnt answer it.

 

"thanks so much for the gift, which you really shouldnt have done, i feel bad that i didnt get you anything, I really love it, its amazing. i hope you are having a wonderful time with your family merry xmas"

 

i dont know what to think... its nice but she still didnt deserve it.

 

:splat:

[flyoffthewall]

:sad:

 

Here i am at my mums place (where i live now) feeling miserable. I just want to ring and say Merry Xmas to the ex, although I know this will just make me feel worse....

 

Is it too early to start drinking at 11am?

 

Yes, you are right. It will probably just make you feel worse.

 

Tempting, though, isn't it? I think that I know how you feel -- I got dumped a couple of weeks ago, and I miss her terribly. It is hard to think about anything else, or to get into the holiday spirit.

 

I've made a list of the things that make me feel better about myself, and miss her less. I am trying to do as many of those things as possible, so that I spend my time moving on rather and building myself up, rather than thinking about her.

 

Hey -- it's the holidays. Maybe you were kidding, but if it helps to have a drink, I say go for it! But if it is going to result in a half-drunken call to your ex, maybe you should do something else! Is there anything that you could do to shift your focus off of your ex today, and to cheer yourself (and perhaps those around you) up?

 

I hope that you are able to have a Merry Xmas...at least here and there.

[Kiwi_Sweet]

Merry Christmas to you too! I wish you a Merry Christmas!

 

Did you start drinking yet? I don't see a problem with it. It's that time of the season. So, sit back sip on something and reflect on the year 2007 and how you are going to make an entrance into 2008...

 

Happy HOLLAdayz!!