For All the Messy Heads

[AhypnoticSuggestion]

My head is a filthy mess. For years I've been pissed at the world. Pissed that I was dealt a crappy "hand" to play in life. Focusing solely on the negative in everything. But recently I've realized something: We only go around once.

 

We have one chance to live. You've heard it all before, I'm sure. I mean, I always thought I believed it. Now, I am certain.

 

What is the point of being angry all the time? I realized that my life is in a poor state presently because of me. I blew all my own chances. I messed up school on my own; I messed up every female/relationship possibility I've ever had; I ate my way to horrible self-image; and I let my mind think that my body was a limitation just because I don't measure up in certain areas. But why let it continue? It's so illogical. I can improve my life.

 

What a fvcking concept. I'll do good in school, lose weight, meet a nice girl, and..well..so what if I have a small penis? A lot of people will hate on it, so why join them in the hating? I like it. I might not be a pleasure machine for the ladies, but if they don't like it they can peace out because I can't do anything about it.

 

I feel great even though I bombed a final this morning and got called into work 3 hours early.

 

There is no point to this thread other than...er, I guess, everyone who thinks life sucks should just accept it and stop giving a rats ass. Happiness is the closest thing to a real meaning, a purpose, to this life. Meher Baba had it right; "Don't worry, be happy"

[Dako]

So true.

Many of us succumb to the negativity in life, but that's too easy.

Other people have more problems, so let's give them a hand.