Stinkweed Posted December 12, 2007 Posted December 12, 2007 I guess as the year winds down, I always get these feelings, like I'm waiting for something great to happen, since nothing that great has happened all semester... I'm feeling kinda anxious, even though I know nothing's going to happen, like always... I mean, I guess it's kinda hoping, that this isn't it, you know, like maybe, for example, my birthday wasn't as crappy, you know? Like, right now that's kinda how I feel about it, like "wow, that was it? Worst birthday ever" and it was, because besides all the thinking about aging, had me feeling a bit down, plus I have (still having) finals this week. So it was one of the worst weekends ever = worst birthday ever. I dunno what I'm saying... I guess I'm bored out of my mind or something, and wish something "out of the ordinary" happened before this year ends so I can at least say this isn't the same thing all over again, except I'm just older. Feeling kinda ridiculous even thinking like this. But on the other hand, it feels like I'm just back where I started last year... Like, none of my problems have been solved, and I haven't even made any advances on that (yes, I'm talking about the post I made on my 20th b-day). I guess I'm just gonna try not to sit idle over the holidays, and do something, you know? I always sit idle over holidays, and it really just sucks. Sorry for the rant, best wishes and thanks for any input, I appreciate it.
Alabama Posted December 12, 2007 Posted December 12, 2007 If you want something awesome to happen in your life or something out of the ordinary, you have to make that happen. It won't just happen. So go to a party after finals, or just hang out with friends. go see a movie. Do something. You are responsible for your own happiness. Remember that.
Stinkweed Posted December 12, 2007 Author Posted December 12, 2007 If you want something awesome to happen in your life or something out of the ordinary, you have to make that happen. It won't just happen. So go to a party after finals, or just hang out with friends. go see a movie. Do something. You are responsible for your own happiness. Remember that. Well, that is, of course, true, it's up to me, and all. Just consider this giving some details on the matter (so I'm in no way rejecting your advice, it is absolutely true): I don't have any friends, per se, I don't really go to parties either. But I definitively will be going to shows (hopefully). So, I don't care if I don't meet people, and stuff, but I do want to have fun.
Alabama Posted December 12, 2007 Posted December 12, 2007 Then have fun however you are able. I hope you enjoy your shows!
Stinkweed Posted December 12, 2007 Author Posted December 12, 2007 Then have fun however you are able. I hope you enjoy your shows! Thanks. You enjoy your holidays too. Best wishes.
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