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It's time to actually make a journal and stick to it. Even if no one but me reads this, it's the cathartic properties of actually expressing my emotions that I aim for. Well, here we go. Day one. Today I had no real plans other than to do some gardening. After my morning routine of rolling out of bed, I got a call from my sister to ask if i could pick up my niece as she was unwell at school and my sister couldn't make it there to get her. I dropped her off at my mums house, had a chat with her and then headed home to get started on my front yard. I moved into a rental about 6 months ago, and it was a mess. The previous renter left junk everywhere, the front garden is an overgrown mess. I have been making my way through every room in the house, cleaning walls, carpets, everything. Making progress, but the last thing I have to complete is the front garden. Thankfully, it didn't take long. Nothing some headphones, gloves and hedge trimmers can't fix. Lately I have been pondering what it would be like to just fly off of the radar. Sell most of my big belongings, sell my car, buy a van, and just travel from town to town picking up jobs and seeing the country. It's obviously not gonna happen, but it's something I can't seem to shake. I think I am overwhelmed with everything that is going on currently and I just wanna escape it all. However, I'm staying strong and trying to find my place in this world. I have been in a really healthy relationship for the past 6 months. We met through a mutual friend, neither of us expecting a relationship. As time passed we became closer and closer, learning more about each other and realising how compatible we are. We were housemates together for a while when I moved away for 6 months, which helped me determine and learn a lot about her. We adopted a cat together and recently decided to take the plunge and get a dog. We both live active lifestyles and play sports, love camping and fishing, don't really like the night life. She is the kindest, gentlest, wonderful person I have ever met. I am blessed to have her in my life. My mental health has been very up and down lately, but I have been working hard to get back to stability. It was recommended to me to ween off of my antidepressants as they have been making my mental health worse. Since I have been cutting down on them, I am actually more stable. I can feel happiness again and not just a constant white noise. I have so much motivation and actually get things done. Still waiting to be seen by a psychiatrist for ADHD medication, but I have dealt with that for my entire life so I will be okay. The depression and anxiety is still there, but I am dealing with it much better now that i can actually feel emotions again. I think I will finish this for today, can't think of anything else currently,
After lots of problems in my life I am stepping forward slowly , I m gonna be 20 this year and gonna join the army next year hope for the best , my crush is also preparing for getting into medical field , any tips to grow and enjoy life a little 🌟
Hi everyone, I need help with my current situation in life. I need to change my personal life. I love my family very much but I’m feeling held back and it’s stifling. I would like to start learning web development to work on a new platform idea. My problem is I live at home and I’m already 51 years old. I don’t have savings but will find a way to pay for the classes. I don’t even know where to begin explaining. I have many questions but most importantly is do you think it’s too late to start over at my age? I don’t feel confident but I will start over somehow. Please ask me questions and give me your ideas. I would greatly appreciate any of your views. Thank you, Starflowers
I am a 21 year old college student and I cry everyday thinking about the disgusting fact that the events occurred to get to where i am now, on earth. you go up and talk to someone about how it’s weird to be human and no one seems to question it and they look you at you like ur crazy. i have had depression but i know this isn’t depression. this is the deep realization that the most superficial act that people do just to achieve a good feeling brought me and everyone else into this world. i can’t stop thinking how selfish it is for people to have children. the women are abused and they don’t even see it. does anyone else think like this? the man get to get off and get the girl pregnant and then the girl then has to endure an intense amount of pain (emotional, physical etc) and the man just get to do whatever he wants and will most likely cheat on her. the amount of humans in this world is insane. if child birth is so painful why aren’t women questioning these things? it seems as if women are so naive they don’t even know they are being used but the man do that the man can feel pleasure. the baby is sexualized from he day it’s made and after it’s born. the man gets off on the fact that the woman is pregnant and the man gets to then go do anything wants while the woman is being degraded in every way and is to asleep to even realize. i guess i feel dirty bc i don’t feel like this is normal. i feel dirty that i cane from such a dirty place, no one is questioning who is on charge of everything i’m mind blown. i will never have children and if i get married we will not have kids. something feels so off about life, does anyone feel this way too?