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brokenhearted1

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  1. After splitting up again...and then talking...then deciding to not talk again... One day since I haven't talked to him. I guess he has moved on..or maybe not. He told me he was having a hard time moving on from me, but then talks about other women online. IK I shouldn't look, but it's hard. I am good at not contacting him first...he always contacts me. It's tough bc my vehicle is in the shop and idk what's wrong with it...then I have to sit at home n do nothing. It's so much added stress, and I just need something to go right. It kinda feels like everything is falling apart, and that makes me miss him more. I don't even know why sometimes. It's not like he was ever really there for me anyways. He broke my heart...
  2. Day 10... He texted me today saying he's sorry and how big of an ahole he is. I didn't respond, but I have read that text like ten times. I do wonder what made him come to that realization, and this is where the hard part comes in...ignoring him when he is talking to me.
  3. Day 9 for me.. I am trying to get a job out of town which has taken some of my focus. Moving would be a good thing for me right now. I know that if I talked to him...he wouldn't ignore me...and if I wanted to try and work on things...he probably would. But I keep reminding myself I am better off without him... I AM BETTER OFF WITHOUT HIM
  4. Day 8... I got to go out with a friend last night..it helped a little that I wasn't just sitting in my apt thinking. When I woke up today I went over that last day I saw him, and how cruel he was. It still hurts, but I feel that I am coming to see each day that I am better off without him. That great person I had so much fun with is a part of him that I love. But that cruel, and heartless person is also a part of who he is...and I can't love that side.
  5. It's day 7... I took a nap today, that felt nice because I haven't hardly slept at all. But, when I woke up I was really missing him. I felt empty, lonely, and sad. I remember this one time I went out of time, and it was only for a short time, okay we didn't see each other for only 24 hours, but we missed each other. I remember when he walked into the restaurant I was meeting him at and we hugged each other soooooooo tight. The girl working there asked "have you two been away from each other for awhile?" I laughed and said ya a day! We had a special connection that even other people noticed. I miss going out to lunch with him...I miss it so much.
  6. Thank you, that is a great idea. I went on his page where it said friends, and I took the check mark off of follow posts..is that how I take him off of my news feed?
  7. If I block him from my newsfeed do you know if he will know that any way?
  8. He posted on his FB (I need to stop reading those) that he's going on a road trip...I was suppose to go on that with him...fml.
  9. Day 5.... I want to talk to him SO BAD... I just keep telling myself...remember how he hurt you...remember how he made you feel. This is the same guy who abandoned you when you needed him most and you deserve better!
  10. This is EXACTLY how I feel. Weekends and nights are the hardest for me...
  11. Actually, I take that back...we talked Monday the 19th...so this would be day 4 for me... We had broken up and talked about getting back together so I sent him a relationship request on FB. Before he could even accept it we were split up again. It still says pending so I know he hasn't rejected it yet... I know it seems silly but it's a way for me to kind of hold on...I need to cancel that request...I really do.
  12. I accept the challenge..nc with him since last thursday...day 8...I feel a little better. I still feel angry sometimes and miss him, but that goes away a little each day...
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