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I been with a girl for over a year, this guy has been writing her letters the whole time, come to find out last week they been seeing eachother cause he just got out of jail. I have been so hurt and disqusted with this the whole time cause it scared the living hell outta me... well all my fears hit reality as of now because her sister tells me everything. I have been one great guy to this girl, and for a 25 year old to sit and cry and pout and whine and feel like the whole world has come crashing down... its really bad!! This guy was in jail for burglary to get money so they can get high on morphine. The guys mother killed her husband 16 months ago with morphine overdose. What is going on with this girl? Shes mourning over a dead husband, leaves someone who has his head on his shoulders for a bum loser with no job no life just got outta jail for burglary, what is a man like me to do to get peace? im soooooooooooooo disqusted im even thinkin bout goin to the emergency room for depression which has been getting worst over the past couple of weeks. Now its REALLLLY bad, some good advice?

lol... thinks! For the breakup i feel kind of relieved, this girl has been no good for a year with drugs and cheating, i love the girl to the very tip of my life but i understand that its just a big pass over when it comes to remembering and getting over other relationships, the reason we separated is because shes going to get help for herself. Shes still getting over a husband that died over a drug over dose. So im welling to just go separate ways and let her either get serious help so she can be the sweet girl i knew, or ruin her life by not having me to guide her away from the people that once led her down the road of destruction. Im a pretty smart and hella fun guy to be around if she cant straighten up and realize what she could lose for good then we dont need to be together any how. right?? someone wrote a post askin if my shoulders and back aches, yes but im figuring thats from work. For not eating so long i kind of feel alright. But its deteriating fast. I was up all last night (drinkin a few beers lol) just relaxing by myself in the bedroom listening to some eminem tunes and just chillin..... Im goin to find me a nice girl to go out with tonight and see just what is goin on. Keep my head off other business use it has a meditation i suppose. Plus i might get lucky. Its been a long road of life and im ready to take a turn. For the appetite its really hard to force myself to eat. Because i get really sick or throw up when i swallow. It could be some kind of acid reflux thing going on. and of course (stress intensifies it) I went through one breakup from someone very dear to me and i ended up in the hospital with stress to the heart from panic attacks. But im goin to go for now... keep posting in really enjoy talking to you folks, thinks so much for the replies and hope all is doin well this weekend.

Could drinking a couple of beers a day cause weight loss by 10 pounds, anxiety, tiredness, body aches, extreme body aches, panic attacks, dehydration constantly? I know im under a tremendous amount of stress with work and breakup with girlfriend which was tonight, but i felt it coming over the past week... I have lossed 11 pounds, being 25 5'10 120 is VERY unhealthy???????? how is there ways to get appetite back, i understand stopping the alcohol for awhile will help, what are other home remedies that could cause appetite to come back? and i dont need any marijuana lol!! im just in a world of mess....

my girlfriend doesnt accept me being bisexual... when we first started going out i brought the topic up several times, if not everyday in some kinda fasion or form. But i kinda realized tonight that the jealousy is huge! i even tried buying a video of nothing but girls in some locker room crap... its cool but not my kinda thing, not hers neither i guess cause it blew up in some huge argument. i find myself looking constantly at other guys and actually speaking out like...... damm hes cute, or dayUM shes got huge tits. i know im wrong in someways but im bisexual and she has to let me live out what i need to conqour or else cause i dont have the heart to tell her to hit the road even though i am kinda unhappy and feel like im being used. But what should i do about the bisexual thing cause i really need me a man and a woman, and i cant have both. what should i do im so comfused and not so happy about my sexual life. please help me with some insight

yall are sick thinking a michael jackson song is going to be a turn on for sex... sorry but not in my book, i go toward love songs that put me a mood for feeling calm and in a loveable mood, i dont think sir mix alot is a good one neither lol.. might as well listen to some snoop doggy dog, of course superman by eminem is a good fit for me.... cuz i yo supaman hoe!!!

when a girlfriend or wife loses alot of weight, like 210 down to 130, thats a tremendous alot of weight to lose, do most lose attractiveness toward boyfriend or husband? while thinking they can get better now or as more people look at flirt it could get in the way of our relationship???

are you doubting yourself? maybe your own emotions or thoughts? everyone in this world has there own mind, there own past, there own expectations through sobriety and wellingness to stay free whichever road they decide to take... But the answere to your question is actually no, Im 24 years old and was abused sense age 3 to 16, every single day... and i havnt had a thought cross my mind to hurting another person or thing for as long as i live.

Hello everyone my name is Stacy Mihalek from Columbia, Tennessee, i am a 24 year old male that has basically relapsed more than once from drugs and alcohol... I am writing this so hopefully i can help you with your addiction or you even give me advice. But i been 30 days clean from some pretty intensive outpatient treatment which is going GREAT! I admit i have had a few beers but nothing really serious or concern. But thats why im here to talk to you. All addictions lead to one thing. The addiction that leads you into the wrong direction. If your addicted to pot, and for people who think its a joke when you hear it leads into heavier things. Trust me it does! never take life for granted or emotions. Because life is to great to just throw away. This addiction has led me into DUI's, ratting my own friends out... which has been a good thing cause it has saved many lives. But i dont want to get into that right now. It has led me into financial, emotional, physical and almost departure from this world. I have a girlfriend who is also a relapsed user. Which i am trying to understand how a couple who both uses can survive being clean for the rest of there life. But its all about ME right now and for her... she will have to wait, which she understands because i have explained it more than once that i cant dwell on her sobriety to keep me clean, vicaverca. It is really tough going through life knowing you have a disease that is way more powerful than any other (even life threatning) diseases out there. Its a life long journey to sobriety and im welling to take every step it takes to become happy and physically healthy. But i just want to let everyone know that overcoming this isnt easy. Always keep your head high and give it the best shot you can. If for some reason you feel concern about your own relapse or dont feel good at all. Give me a message i will be more than gladly to talk. I have learned alot over the years through rehabs, counseling, and friends to know that this isnt the way you should feel or the road you should take. Take care all of my friends and whatever you do....... BE GOOD!!!

being 24 i thought hurt losing someone you thought was down with ya. i guess 52 would not only be frustrating and hurtful but be devistation. my heart goes out to you. just be patient with things stay busy and think about life as a light... ask god for strength and you will get through, it works! godbless....

hell bang them all!! i would, lol just kidding, i'd like to be in your situation other than the one i was in... but hey tell them its not right, why you doubting it anyway? you not love the girl your with that much? dont doubt a good relationship when ya got one, because you dont know when it could come to an end, and let me tell ya, leaving someone i have faced it is really hard to do... so think about what your doing.

i have this girlfriend... we been goin out for 8 months, first off we both got hooked on drugs, which im getting help for 3 weeks now been attending rehab stuff with it.. getting help. she swears to life that she has been clean for a month now, which could be true or couldnt. i dont know. but i feel a need to break it up because basically im not allowed where she is, shes not allowed in my house, 24 years old and still obeyed by idiot people. she lives with ex father and mother in law where her husband died "of course" of a drug overdose, she didnt start all this till he died, which you know in a way when it comes to being depressed majorly i feel her need for different ways to cope, but i understand now that its not the way to go. to be honest i am really in love with this girl and dont want to do this. its very hard because 1 year TODAY someone got rid of me after 8 years. its like gods doin to me what i did to the ex. its almost biblical lol! but to make her understand she really needs to straighten her life out to get rid of the down fall of still being around people of whom make her depress because of her husband dieing, how can i make her realize i do love her im just comfused myself about relationships because im making my life better and dont want to be brought down, and to let her know she needs more help other than stopping drugs and just sitting around doing nothing and feeling sorry for herself? that it could be a week from now or it could be a year from now IF we ever got back together? its very hard and one year today i been in the same situation except i was in her shoes, i know how it feels and it hurts like hell! but instead of me doing what my ex did to me. which is basically ditching me and breaking every vein in my body, i can actually let her know that she needs real profession help, and then let her know me and her might still have a chance, but i know the drugs, cheating, bad attitudes and stuff like that i cant take it no more, i will take happiness over love anyday, but i wont take love thinking happiness could happen. what should i do and tell this girl?

my story im going to keep short, but 6 to 12 years old i experienced brutally sexual abuse from a family friend... the age of the person was about 8 years older than i was. The question is Michigan's statute of limitations is 5 years. Once i told a junior high school teacher what had been going on but it was never carried out cause oakland county schools in michigan are pointless and should be shutdown. But i finally came out with it at 22 years old, i am 24 now. Now i am ready for legal action. I have records goin back till i was 12 or 13 suffering from depression, education problems. learning disabilities, anxiety, now i just been diagnosed with alcohol and drug related problems due to post trauma... how can i get by the statute of limitations and who can i get, where can i get and what the heck should i do to collect what this world owes me for the pain and bull-crap i been through? even though i cant get to him? does anyone have any comments or questions?? answeres? please help me cause im just totally lost and i feel as if i diserve 15 years of my life back without going through 15 more in fear and hypnosis to get through the day?

if i was in your husbands situation this is what would happen to me... i would be VERY upset, almost suicidal due to the quick events that are taken place, i just hope your husband is strong and ready to move on with HIS life with someone cause supposidly he doesnt diserve you, i kinda get upset just thinking of a woman doing that to me, (which has happened) i just wish you luck and hope you get some counseling, if your not happy with your husband either work it out or get lost! cause he surely doesnt diserve that

disregarding all the other post ive left on here which can be pretty disturbing to most... but the deal is, the girlfriend i have now is majorly hooked on drugs and has one major attitude basically 24/7, it was love at first but i went through a 8 year relationship, 3 months later im with this girl making plans for the future. thats kinda screwy isnt it? well i wanna start over, ive had time to get over the relationship i had for 8 years, ive come to a close with it and it feels really good to know i have options... the thing is how do i start a online relationship with someone who is just a KNOCKOUT.. i never really been with a highly attractive woman and i dont know where to start. cause i wanna just knock her off her feet before i even meet the girl.... how do i start it off, where do i begin?

hello everyone.. i been searching around the internet for quite some time now and i havnt found ANYTHING about what im about to ask... i am 24 years old at the moment. When i was age 5 to 12 years old i experienced extreme child rape and brutal morality that just plainly ruined me for 12 years now. I am just now coming out with all this to family and friends and everyone is telling me to look into legal charges against the predator. What i am wondering myself is i have medical bills stacking up over 190 thousand dollars from emotional stress i been experiencing through time. What i am wondering is.. has anyone ever received a major settlement from child rape 12 years later?

why do woman cheat???

Im having some disturbing symptoms of "I DONT KNOW WHAT", i have a little swelling under the left rib, feels hard underneath. I have extremely low appetite, bruising on my lower legs for no apparant reason. Difficulty swallowing hard foods like meat potatoes, anything thats actually greasy i have problems with. After large meals i have nausea. At night i have restless legs where i have to get up in the middle of the night and walk around the house for about an hour. The restless legs is extremely bad when i take medications like remaron or effexor xr. I started taking the effexor a couple of months ago, stopped for a few weeks and now when i take it the restless legs is absolutely horrible. and for you who know what im talking about, KNOWS that its a horrible feeling. I have these weird sharp LIGHT pains under my left rib. Im just kinda bothered about these. I been suffering from stress and anxiety for several several several years now and im only 24. I use to drink excessively but have stopped a couple of months ago. The thing that has bothered me the most is i chew tobacco. I use to swallow it during high school starting at 18 years old, that went on for years. I have weighed 122 for about 5 years now not gaining a pound, just losing. I suffer from depression that is majorly a problem, and i just wanna know if someone might have an idea of what might be going on. if you know ANYTHING please let me know.. thankyou for reading my forum

I have a question for any of you interested in reading about a major anxiety disorder. This has been occurring for about 15 years now sense i was a little kid due to trama when i was about 7 or 8 because of sick people, im pretty sure ya know what im talking about. Ever sense then i have suffered from major anxiety, stomach cramps most of all, headaches, nervous, embarrassed for no reason, shy, comfused, sometimes night and day sweats, i have never passed a grade in elementary, junior high, or high school. dropped out in the 11th grade due to not being able to pay attention and just slackin in everything. I been out of school for about 6 years now, never been able to hold a job for no more than 2 months. I had a 8 year relationship with a wonderful gurl and i lost that due to the insecurities, anxiety and depression. What i keep telling my doctor is about the anxiety. They believe i had a drug and alcohol problem. I never had a drug problem never in my life. But the alcohol was a factor there for a long time. Havnt touched it in 8 months and dont plan on it. What they put me on is Wellbutrin XL, Remeron, Zoloft, Celexa and another one but cant remember the name. None of them medications have worked. The all have side affects and DOES NOT cure this anxiety. I wakeup in the morning and go through the whole day feeling it in my stomach. I hate it i cant go on like this no more i need help badly and i need some advice on where i can go what i can do im only covered on tenncare mental health so doctors are very minimum.... please !!!

I met this gurl about 5 months ago. We hit it off immediately, it was like stars flyin over that were just lighting the sky up. The problem really is. I need some advice on it quickly before i make the wrong decision because i have fallen in love with this gurl and i hate to just end it for stupid reasons. So here we go. The thing is. This gurl has been married before back in January of last year. her husband died of a morphine drug over dose. When he died she went through a grievance of getting hooked on drugs herself. She has had a majorly bad childhood with child rape, child abuse and abandonment from her parents. She tells me shes bi-polar. VERY depressed and moody ALL the time. VERY Jealous. and with my last relationship i know how jealousy feels and how hard it is to over come even when you know how much in love you are with the person and how much you actually DO trust them. Its just a insecurity thats hard to forget. So i kind of feel like im being paid back for the last relationship because she treated me the way i treated her. She is jealous of just about anything i have or do, of my parents, my family, my belongings, ME. its a bad bad problem. She also writes these guys who are in jail who write her to tell her their in love with her and will kill whoever is taking her away from them. She was pregnant by one of the guys and thats the person she is still writing. Ive told her to completely stop writing them its not right, its disrespectful to me because i have no thought of cheating or even leaving her because of some other fools. She apparently still has a drug problem because we moved to South Carolina the beginning of this month, and now we are back in Tennessee where the drug use can be attaned. She still lives with her dead husbands parents with no ambition to go out and find a job, I right now cant support her or try to find a place for us together. i am 24 and going through hard times myself. some the same. She gets on the internet and is constantly chatting with people who talk to her about sex, about drugs about WHATEVER!! i tell her to stop and she doesnt. this is bringing back bad memories with me and the last relationship because this girl is GIVING me the feeling of insecurity and jealousy i shouldnt have. It is really tough dealing with all this but i will hate going through another breakup with someone i have falin for, the last girl i had we were together for 8 years and it ended suddenly due to me acting the way she is. If its not a good idea for us to stay together then say so. But if you in any doubt in your mind believe it can work and work OUT. PLEASE tell me how i can make it work because i would really love for it to. I am just at the bottom of my pits and cant get out because of my feeling of guilt and distrust i have toward all these people fooling around and the rumors i have heard about this girl. WHAT SHOULD I DO