dereitis

"I don't have any friends" was your personal mantra. I've never heard someone so needy for friends. The reason you don't have any is because of the way you treat people. You treat people like **** and they don't want to come around. Let's see, your "best friend" constantly talks down about you to me. Your other good friend calls you a huge *****, one of your favorite friends says to me that you're dramatic and don't care about other's feelings. Your sister used to tell me "you're going to have to live with that for the rest of your life"...that's it! Those are your relationships. Haha. Writing that out made me realize you really have no worth. The guy at the cell phone place who doesn't even know you told my dad to tell me to RUN! Maybe since you're such an attractive girl, you've had everything laid in your lap. That isn't working over so well now.

Ahh yes. Mutual feelings. I know you emotionally cheated on my multiple times. Your best friend told me you made out with some guy in the second year of our relationship. You cheated on your last guy with me. What a pathetic chain of events. You can't be alone. I feel sorry for you. You stayed with me because I came accross some money. Once that ran out..so did you. I didn't marry you because you were a dramatic ***** that was severely emotionally unstable. Now you're with this new guy. You never took the time to work on yourself so that's what I'm going to do. I think 10 years down the road we'll see who prevailed. I'm certain it won't be you. I genuinely wish horrible relationships on you. I shouldn't have responded to your texts the other day. You have a pull on me that I never thought possible. I'm going to work through being jaded by you. I can't let you ruin the rest of my life. I'm so absolutely ready to be completely detached from you. I know your biggest thing is how extremely jealous you get. I want to rub girls in your face so you get sick to your stomach like I have been. I hope he keeps verbally abusing you like I've heard he does. Sorry I didn't "do everything with you" I think that's your lack of independence. You dragged me around by my hair for 5 years. Wear this, do this, be like this. Love doesn't mean changing someone. Hopefully you can manipulate this guy into the perfect man for you until you smother him so he leaves you and you wish you would have stayed with me.

ah....well. As much as I resent you sometimes I still miss you. I hate weekends. I know you're out having fun with your new guy. It's a tragedy we couldn't make things work. I wish you would have let me know how you were feeling. I feel you did really...for a few years. I'm sorry I didn't really listen. I didn't know love had a time limit. I didn't know marriage had a time limit. I guess for some it may. Those who don't love maybe? Sorry you kept having to tell people "same ol' ****"... It's an odd feeling being relieved to be away from your negativity but also to be kept away from your sweet touch. Why did you have to be so back and fourth? I would have bought that ring years ago. Well, I hope you get what you wanted. A loveless marriage bound by manipulation and constant control. Poor guy. Maybe he'll tell you to go kick rocks. I would be ecstatic. I would hope then you would come back to me so I could tell you I'm fine without you.

Just coming by it naturally! Haha, felt good to read it again.

I know I'm 10x the "man" he is! Haha, good luck to both if you. J, good luck dealing with her anger issues. They'll really shine in a few years. You signed up for all of it! The constant planning, the consummation of your life has begun! You might as well take her last name. Manipulation, obsessiveness, control... all the fun things that go with it! Oh and thanks for being mature and solving your breakup through texts. That was really grown up of you. Coward.