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  1. This will definitely be for the better. I knew all that stuff you said about regretting leaving me, missing me, travelling together, soulmates, etc was complete BS anyways. Emotional healthy/normal non-narcissistic people don't pull/push people away like that. Your deep-seated issues really need to worked on. There is no partner in the world that can help with that, other than you.
  2. I have come such a long way since I had to walk away from you. I still don't know what really was going through your head that caused you to push you away from me late last year. Healing from this has been such a long windy journey, I'm still left speechless. I've spent the past several months working on myself, becoming a better man, and appreciating all the amazing people, animals and things I have in my life. I've reached a point where I'm content being on my own and no longer overwhelmed by the debilitating heartbreak. Despite all this, I still do think about you. A lot. A tonne. I still sometimes wish I had you back in my life, but that's just a fairy tale for now. It will never work out between us. At this point I will continue to live my life and perhaps someone amazing will come into my life.
  3. I would do absolutely anything to have you back in my life. Anything. I love you.
  4. We've been apart almost as long as we were together. The pain is not nearly as strong, but I freaking miss you. I miss holding you. I miss your gorgeous smile. It still amazing how much grief you caused me, yet I still held on. Still cared for you.
  5. I still freaking love you and care for you. I'd do freaking anything for you. Not because you treated my like crap towards the end, played your games and created an addictive & controlling relationship. I have self-respect. I'm grown up. I don't fall for that crap. But because you had me convinced for the longest time that our love was genuine. If I saw your true colours earlier in the game, I would have been out of there like a prom dress. Dammit. This is so hard to get over. Ugh.
  6. I held my friends' baby. She had the most beautiful green eyes. This brought me to tears. It reminded me of the time last month when you were lying in my arms in your bed and you told me how you really hope our future kid(s) get my green eyes. I miss you so much. What I would do to kiss you right now.
  7. I was just reminded of the time where your Alzeimers-ridden Grandmother pointed to both of our hands wondering where the engagement ring is. I miss my kitty kat.
  8. I can't believe how someone so special to me is now a complete stranger. It's still so weird coming home to an empty house without you there. I hope you're not mad at me. Please remember the good times. I miss so much you Kitty Kat.
  9. Honestly, get the f-u-c-k out my dreams. How am I supposed to heal when you appear in them every single night.
  10. Please don't interpret my lack of contact because I don't care. I'm so hurt and trying incredibly hard to move on. I don't know if we'll cross paths again, but I love you Kitty Kat. Please remember the good times. I'll miss you. - Bean
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