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mrmbreak

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  1. E, You texted me after two months of nc. I deleted your contact info so I wouldn't be tempted. But, Everyday for the last two months I hoped you would contact me. Everyday I think about you, and wish I was still apart of your life. Everyday I wanted you to contact me, and everyday I would think of what I would say to you if you ever did. Now I don't know what to do. Honestly I still love you, and I hope you still know that. I still love you even after you hurt me. I would do anything for you to want to be with me again. When I think of responding, I want to tell you how much you hurt me, how depressed I got, how much I miss you. My brain says to ignore you, after-all, you wanted me to stay out of your life. My heart wants me to beg you to feel the way I thought you used to feel about me. God I feel so stupid. Even when I read this thread, I hoped that I would somehow see a post by you wishing I would contact you. You used to tell me about your exes who were still in love with you, but how I was different, how your feelings for me were different. I guess I'm just another guy who fell in love with you. I know you moved on months before it was over between us. I always thought if I kept trying it would end like a romantic movie, you would come to your senses. You really were the most important thing to me, I question now whether I meant anything at all to you. Before nc you acted like I was a problem in your life, another stresser. Why are you contacting me? I want it to mean something, that you want me back. But I know you are just bored. God you make me so weak.
  2. No I don't hate you. The problem is I still love you but you don't love me. I would have even just been friends with you.(or at least tried) But you lied to me. You acted like you wanted me out of your life, I guess you got your wish.
  3. You stopped caring about me a long time ago... I still love you. You hurt me really bad, and you know I deserve better. Please don't contact me anymore.
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