Day 01. (Well, it's really been a week or two, but I wanna start from 1 since lately I've had the urge to contact)
Long story short, we were together for 3 years. She needed a "break", dumped me a week later, moved on a few weeks after that.
I'm pissed. I'm hurt. She spoke of marriage the day before it happened. She spoke of how we could fix the ongoing problems we were having. But she threw that away. You don't give up on someone if you love them deeply. You also don't blame them and make them feel guilty when really you're the one f***ing around. But now I realize the gang of girls she surrounded herself with was just her lining up women to take my spot. She was constantly searching for bigger and better. I'm ready to let go and move on. Sometimes I still get a little feeling of hope, but I've been making sure to kill that. Who cares if she ever contacts me again? If she loved me she'd be breaking down my front door right now.