funny how similar our situations is.
But all I am now is bitter. I am so ****ing angry and bitter the presence of you makes me MURDEROUS. I hate you so much. I ****ing hate you so much. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. How could you do this to me? How could you give up on me like this? After EVERYTHING I did for you? Get out of my life. Please. Just get out. I can't deal with you right now. I don't know why I'm so angry and bitter. I don't want to see you around ever again. You make me so ANGRY I could smash a few dozen plates. How could you? You didn't even give me an explanation. What do you want me to do? I don't know what to do. I feel so angry and jealous and bitter and hateful and devastated.